JANUARY with love

nge post lagii :0 heheh

hmss, January almost ended. to many mistake that i made in january but i want to take the right step to the next level :) and i belive JESUS will help me like he always do !

hppy for my 14bday ;D

30.01.10

its a FUNday to HANGOUT with myFELLAS

-first. berencana iningin ke PP maen d kidzania . but, kejadian diluar dugaan terjadii yaituu TIKENYA ABIS.. WTF! gue udh snagat amad merasa bersalah ama tementemen gw. akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk ke : malltamananggrek!-

rutee perjalanan gw berbeda darii biasanyaa.. haha ;D

pertamaa gw ngecek jadwal maen iceskating. smbil nunggu gw makan dehh di ajisenramen :) heheh . gw dan temanteman (neta sally tia) melakukan halhal gila disanaa yang ofc ASIK ! hahaha.. hms, abis makan guee ke bawah untuk maenn .. saat mainn gue jatoh 3 kalii.. astaga.. hmss, tp tementemen gue selalu bantuin gw buat berdirii ( so0sweet) . Having so much fun pas maen.. abis ituu gw membeli redmango! enak. hehe.. trus anis ituu jalan jalann lagii keliling TA. kejadian yang gag akan gw lupain yang pas d lift n toilet !! ituu pengalaman yang menyenangkan.. hahah :D trus abis ituu kitaa tepar dan nongkrong di dunkin donuts smbil nunggu bokap jemputt.. buts it a fun time meskipun "menunggu" . truss abis ituu guee pulangg.. di perjalanan pulang : pertamanyaa heningg banget.. trus beberapasaatkemudiann kitaa ngobrol dan becandaa. bokap gw ampe ketawa! hahaha :d LOL. tp abis nganterin pulangg mobil terasa jadi sepii tanpa merekaa :( hikss.. FUN DAY OUT.. hahaha :DD

sharing by : monh :D

iloveyoufriends

Hurt T.T

My love for you was plain to see
It was written all over me

A love so strong
Could not be wrong

It should last an eternity
Now it's just a memory

I've asked you why a thousand times
But lies filled your every line

Money took you away from me
Happiness you'll never see

My heart was filled with so much love
I tried to bring you back to me


Good-by was all you said to me


Of life's woes that is the one
That tore my heart and drained my soul

When the one you love will not stay
All you'll do is cry each day

Your mind is lost
There are no thoughts

The joys of life that move your heart
Are gone right at the start

Now pain was there for all to see
Even my friends abandoned me

The pain continues to this day
When will it go away?

Words were spoken to touch your heart
But boots and vacations closed that part

Lies and deceit right from the start
Cruelty came from your heart

Lies are what you said me
They hurt both you and me

Love like mine you will not find
It's gotten stronger over time

You know you're wrong in what you do
Does life have any meaning to you?

Hurt is what you gave to me
For you we'll have to wait and see


For those that read this, understand that I lost the only woman that I ever loved.
If you have someone that you love and things go on the bad side, think of why that person is there. Appreciate them and show them that you love them.

deep LOVE

indeed it's hard to forget the people who really love you. but the weight also to choose which way is the best in this life. many choices that it actually can not we live. there is a choice to live so live in it or leave. sometimes appeared expectations that may make us dream so far and in the end we awaken from that dream and did not get anything from that hope. options that we may have to choose which is the hardest choice of our lives. It even sacrifice what we have though. remained steadfast is the way not to talk about issues that have been passed. think is what is in front of us;)

thx god i have a friends that always there for me :)
iloveyouguys..

love you

One more day with you

I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

start with a good step :)

heloo readers . Long time gag nge post something..

hm, pengen curcol nii jadinya..

gila rapot gw merah 1 ohmygod :) tp gw berharap dan sangat mengharapkan banget untuk mengubahh nilaii itu bagaimana pun cara nya di semester 2.. mungkin gw merasa gw gag sepinter yang lain. nilai gw paspasan tp gw tetep bersyukur kog gw dapet segitu meskipun ada lah pasti perasaan kecewa.. yang pasti gw kepikir terus, apakah BISA gw bikin nilai itu jd bagus ?. HOPE it yes ! best fight for it :) bntar lagi ul mat nihh.. gw bakal n kuduu belajar mati matian supaya dapet bagus.. tp gw nyerahin semua ama TUHAN :) i surrender to him not by my own strength..

kesimpulan yang gw dapet kali ini adalah: -mungkin kita gag sebagus orang lain, tp kita bisa coba untuk jadi yang lebih baik dari sebelom nya asal ada kemauan-

jadii.. gausah minder kalo emang kita gag sehebat orang lain , kita tetep bisa kog bikin diri kita menjadi (+) dari sebelom nya.. hidup kan ada (+) (-) nya juga , kita juga harus tetep belajar jangan cuma pasrah gtu ajah.. awali semua dengan langkah yang bagus..

thengs for who were READING this :)

:3 you all

GBU

only look at me (:

ONLY LOOK AT ME (:

taeyang

Uh...
It's been on my mind for a while
Got to get this of chest
Before... it's too late

(I can't let you go
You got to let him go
I can't let you go
You got to... listen)
Haruedo myeot beonssik neol bomyeo useo nan
Su baek beon malhaetjanha you're the love of my life
Geojitdoen sesang sok buranhan nae mamsok
Ojik na mitneun geon neo hana ppunirago
Gakkeum nae mam byeonhalkka bwa buranhaehal ttaemyeon
Useumyeo malhaetjanha geureol il eopdago
Kkeuteomneun banghwang sok teong bin nae gaseumsok
Naega gidael goseun neo hanappun ijiman
Gakkeumssik heundeullineun nae jasini miwo
Oneuldo nan isesange hwipsseullyeo salmyeosi neol jiwo

Naega baram pyeodo neoneun jeoldae pijima baby
Naneun neoreul ijeodo neon nareul itjima lady
Gakkeum naega yeollagi eopgo sureul masyeodo
Hoksi naega dareun eotteon yeojawa
Jamsi nuneul matchwodo neon naman barabwa

Oneulbamdo jisaemyeo nal gidaryeotdago
Nunmullo naege malhae byeonhan geot gatdago
Neol hyanghan nae mamdo cheoeumgwa gatdago
Sueobsi dallaemyeo jinaeon manheun bamdeul
Niga eobsineun nan neomu himdeul geot gatjiman
Ttaeron neoro inhae sumi makhyeo nan
Kkeuteomneun datum sok ginagin hansum sok
Niga gidael goseun na hanappun ijiman

Niga gwichanhajineun nae jasini miwo
Oneuldo nan useumyeo nado mollae jasineul irheo

Naega baram pyeodo neoneun jeoldae pijima baby
Naneun neoreul ijeodo neon nareul itjima lady
Gakkeum naega yeollagi eopgo sureul masyeodo
Hoksi naega dareun eotteon yeojawa
Jamsi nuneul matchwodo neon naman barabwa

Naega igijeogiran geol nan neomu jal ara
Nan maeil muuimihan sigan soge
Ireoke deoreophyeojijiman baby
Neomaneun eonjena sunsuhage namgil barae
Ige nae jinsimingeol neol hyanghan mideumingeol
Jugeodo nal tteonajima

Naega baram pyeodo neoneun jeoldae pijima baby
Naneun neoreul ijeodo neon nareul itjima lady
Gakkeum naega yeollagi eopgo sureul masyeodo
Hoksi naega dareun eotteon yeojawa
Jamsi nuneul matchwodo neon naman barabwa

DONT wanna TRY :(

by : frankie j

Sang by: taeyang <3

Don’t Wanna try, don’t wanna try( try)

Don’t wanna try no more( try no more)

Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try no more (don’t wanna try no more)ooh

I cant believe you had the nerve to say the things you said

They hurt so bad that they ended our Relationship

I cant believe it four years gone down the drain

How I wished things woulda happened so differently

I tried to say this many times but still you couldn’t see

You kept insisting, and resisting that you would not fall again

[Chorus]

And now u trying to tell me that you're sorry and you're trying to come back home

You're telling me you really need me crying, begging, both knees are on the floor

But Baby I.…

Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try no more

You keep insisting when u know our love is out the door

Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try cause all we do is fight

And say the things that hurt you bad to where we both begin to cry

Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try I ‘bout just had enough

Its been a rough road baby just let it go

Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try no more

Tell me what‘s the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love

You and I had many conversations on the telephone

Talks about one day we having a place of our own

Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table

But all of that just seems so Far away from me

Had to wake up, face reality

It all just seemed to good to be true

After all you put me through

(Chorus)

Don’t Wanna try, don’t wanna try( try)

Don’t wanna try no more( try no more)

Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try (try) oh oh (oh oh )

Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try (try), don’t wanna try no more (don’t wanna try no more)

Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try no more (try no more)(try no more) oh oh

LOVE THIS SONG :))

happy 2010 ! ♥

happy new YEAR ;D

H ours of happy times with friends and family
A bundant time for relaxation
P rosperity
P lenty of love when you need it the most
Y outhful excitement at lifes simple pleasures

N ights of restful slumber (you know - dont' worry be happy)
E verything you need
W ishing you love and light

Y ears and years of good health
E njoyment and mirth
A angels to watch over you
R embrances of a happy years!

• wish you all the best guys in 2010!

*hard studiying for ME :)
*struggles for the BEST

♥ɥuoɯ